You’re still holding on because you still want to be here! You must know there is so much ahead of you. So many wonderful things you are going to get to experience in life. It doesn’t come easy. Our hardships really shape who we are.
When I feel like I am losing who I am I like to write. I have a journal that I just keep to myself and no one reads it so i do not have to hide anything. You can complain without feeling like a burden it’s become a really good tool for me when I begin to feel upset or overwhelmed again.
& trust is a personal issue between two people, sometimes you can’t gain trust back. But you can forgive the person and forgiving them will make you feel like a whole new person. You will feel so much better.
Trust those who have earned your trust. Those are the people you should keep around and trust in.